Beautiful days.

I love days with the weather like this.

Gives me a good feeling, almost like a high.

Her and I talk all day long, and all night.

It's funny how she texts me at work to see how tired I am, and to apologize for keeping me up all night.

I mentioned her to Vito, he couldn't help but laugh when I told him shes not what I usually go for, "I know man, that personality she has, just reels you in" or something like that.

I gotta start on the G20 tonight.

I feel pretty dick for mentioning to John how I expected him to get the machine work done on the Lude and the HG for it, when I originally said I'd do his swap for free.

So, I can't let him pay me, whether its deserved or not, I gotta stick with my word. As its all a person really has in this world.

I worry about John alot sometimes. 

I tend to have nightmares often, and many are about his funeral, as its always been in the back of my mind that unless by some freak accident, that he will pass before I do.

And then I sit and wonder, if I've been a good enough friend in his eyes.

Hopefully Vito and I can be back in the gym by the end of the week.

Counts linked me to some workout plans, and he told me he used one for about a month, and it was rock and roll.

I gotta get Jack Deisel'd.

I dunno, but I've been in a damned good mood lately, and it feels nice.

Alot of stress isn't there. Maybe, I finally have started picking up the pieces.

But instead of just picking them all up, I'm figuring out where they go, or where they should be, and that alone, puts a legitimate smile on my face.

I've began to realize I need to start reading more, and that maybe, that will help my writing.

I have a list of books I want to pick up, some to re-read, some that I've never finished.

Machiavelli - The Prince

Orwell - 1984 and Animal Farm

I need to re-read the Great Gatsby as well.

And just about all of the Shakespeare Tragedies, I hate to admit it, but I want to get the modern English translations.

And for some reason, I've been wanting to read Nikki Sixx's Heroin diaries.

Building a balance, a day at a time.