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Fun day at work.
I feel like I'm starting to get it. Atleast, learning the computer shit fast and where everything is, and trying to work with better speed and whatnot.

I just gotta keep trying to get it down over this week, I just want to be more comfortable as I do things there as to not feel like a fish out of water.

I talked to her a bit today. I somewhat doubt anything would really happen, but I really want to get to know her, without being completely inebriated. I didnt realize that Phaladone and her kind of had a thing back in the day/now, so, I don't want to jump in that mix, but her friend that was pretty cool likes whiteboys apparently, haha. I dunno, maybe it was a thunderbolt, maybe I was drunk, who knows.

I dunno, I'm trying to make it a point to not be as scared and nervous in crowds, and maybe get back to feeling more comfortable in my own skin.

Leaving it up to chance, really, and I guess just trying to somewhat put myself out there, and taking what happens with a grain of salt.

As much as I hate to quote this movie.

But I'm coming to realize.
Life's simple. You make choices, and you don't look back.
I've got to stop staring at the world in my rearview.

I'm just hoping the real feeling of self-worth will begin to come with the way I prioritize things.
Just getting money put back, hopefully the house deal will work out by Christmas, and school by New Years.

I just really feel like things are falling into place in a way.

What makes me laugh, is that this is the first time in my life I've made it a point to wake up in the morning, and be on time.