I enjoy spending time with my Dad.

We went to the guitar shop today, got some dinner, and just drove around for a bit, it's nice when its just Dad and I having some time to catch up and chat about random shit.

I asked him today what he thought about me moving out and whatnot, and I asked him "Dad, did you ever have one girl you knew before mom that you really think you would have been happier ending up with?"

"Yeah"

"What happened?"

"I just wasn't ready to settle down then.."

"Well, what fucked it up, you, or her?"

"Me"

"Why?"

"I couldnt have just one."

I'm not sure why, but that was probably one of the most comforting conversations he and I have ever had.