I started the new job.
I like the people, alot.


But what I realize, is that maybe this is me finally beginning to pick up the pieces the right way.

They tell you your supposed to do something everyday that scares you.
I did today.
I showed up.

Maybe this is step one for me.

I can't wait for that first paycheck. Sucks that I wont get it for two weeks, but, I'm hoping I can have alot of my shit paid off by Oct 1st.

I dunno, I'm just trying to take the necessary steps to get the ball rolling to what I want to be doing a year from now.

I'm not making crazy money, but it would be enough to get by with a roomate if needed, it would be enough to take care of myself, which is where I want to be first and foremost.

I also was told that Rick Case offers tuition reimbursement depending on what I go to school for, which is awesome. Sucks because what I'd want to do in medical I don't think they'd pay for, but, I need to look into it. If worse came to worse, I might just get hired at Publix again 10 hrs a week to get their reimbursement.

It will also be nice to have health insurance again in 90 days.

I feel like they all kinda like me though, or that they have high hopes for me. That they have faith in my abilities and that I can do a good job for them. I'm hourly for now, but apparently once I get out of being trained and doing more gruntwork, and get to awesome status on the ADP system, I may be salary + commission, just depends on what my base salary is if I'd want to switch for that.

I'm just making it a point to be early, to try to learn as much as I can, and to ask as many questions and double check everything. Hopefully tomorrow I'll get more hands on stuff. But regardless, I'm trying to work as much as I can for this first pay periost trd just to have that first check be as fat as possible, I just have to be tight on cash until then, and once I'm debt free, I'll be happy, maybe start building my S13 again, or maybe pick up a new car to do the way I want.

Just trying to stay as optimistic as I can, and to not get ahead of myself.

I want to get out of my house, but I know the smartest thing I can do for now is just to save some money until the end of the year, once all my debts are paid, I can make that decision.