What it do like?

Once this Prelude is done, and I get a new ignition switch in the GSR.

I'm putting my hatch back together.

I looked at it the other day, and realized I have a potentially fun fucking car just sitting in my yard wasting away.

All I really need to make it run and drive at the moment are fluids, and rear S14 SE rotors.



I think I'm gonna try and go to Charlotte on the 14th. It might potentially be the last NIN show, and honestly, as long as I've been a fan of theirs, I'd hate to say I didnt see them on what might be thier last tour because I hate outside venues.

I sent off a school app or two.
I think I'm just gonna do something in computers, Cisco or something. Or I'll just bite the bullet, take the semester I need of core classes, and do what I really wanna do, something in medical.

Hopefully I'll get started in the fall, and can rock and roll and get back on track.
I'm almost tempted to just say fuck moving out, and take out a good sized student loan, cut my hours at work, and just really dedicate myself to school, and take as many hours as I can each semester, and play catchup so I get done in a reasonable timeframe.

I've just realized working in a shop all day everyday doesnt make me happy like it used to, and really, I can't really go anywhere doing what I do. I want something with potential, good salary, and really just a job that I help people everyday, or atleast feel genuinely appreciated on a daily basis. Sounds corny, but its what I want.

Really, if I could make 50 or 60k a year, in my mind, I'd have it made, ha.

Regardless I guess, I'd just like to have a more professional career I guess, or just a real career, and not a job. And really, I'm tired of being dirty as fuck everyday when I get off.

I'm good with cars, I'll give myself that, I'm good with car audio, delivery, pickup, customers, and all the random shit that entails, but its not what I want to do all my life, atleast not as my primary income.

I'll be 21 in 6 months, I need to be on a path to somewhere by then, period.