Just like TPain

I'm starting to find a large contempt towards myself.

Things are looking up and I can't deny it.
But this is not what I wanted and how I wanted this year to go so far.

Im going to start looking for another job.
Honestly, working on cars is starting to ruin the hobby aspect for me.

I need to go back to school and get a real degree, and stop having some self righteous reason for not going back yet.

Honestly, its the fear of it. And the uncertainty of what I want for a career. The fear of wasting time.

I drove the Teg around tonight.
It really took me back to being 16 again.