Caribou Lou

What a night, thats all I can say.

Cariou Lou was the best and worst idea South and I have ever had.


I have way too much on my mind.
And sometimes wonder whats been coming over me as of late.
Some of the thoughts I have.
Some of the things I do.

As much of a grasp as I have on myself, and as much of a grasp as I have on my goals and doing what it takes to get there, I dont have any real control. And day by day, I feel like something is missing more and more, and like something is slipping away.

I don't remember much from last night.

This game of women I have in my life, I need to stop it. Truthfully, I do. I'm in no place in life to be with anyone at all. Im in no mindset to pretend to love, I know why I dont, I know who still is in the forefront of my mind. I know a lot of things, just not how to deal with it too well.

I guess its like, I see so many people making moves, and Im making moves as well, I just cant figure out if they are the right way, or right thing to do.

I guess I'm lonely, but not alone.