Bumpin Blueprint III.

I'm having one of those days where I feel like I'm loosing my grip again, like I'm walking on eggshells, but then I remember why I started getting my shit together.

Then I think about what it is I want and need.
I take the two.

I want my own place, because I need my own feeling of independence and earning my own keep.
I want love in my life, pure true love, because I realize I need something stable and healthy, that I need something more than a best friend, and that I need to feel more important to someone that is most important to me. Really, I don't like being alone, I drive myself crazy by myself sometimes. I suppose the simplest thing, is that I have a large bed, and its nice to look over and see someone who feels like a better half there.
Fuck the sex, fuck the one night stands, fuck the fake.

Then I remember that things are starting to fall into place, and when it comes down to it, I'm the maker of my own destiny, I'm the maker of my own life, and I'm really the only one in control of what I do.

When it comes down to it, I'm the only person looking in the mirror in the morning.
The way I see it.
Think before I act, and do what feels right, atleast that way when I'm wrong, I can't beat myself up for haste.


One step at a time, Wes.